what the hell is fucking love

day by day, I'm never hope to weak up early. I'm never hope to saw the fucking light. do you know candle? like that my life, when fire burn the candle than melt, every days I hear them pain, I hear them injury. when them has pour on it.them life my in darkness,alone,quiet.so quiet. so them can fly again,but I'm still here. I want tears, I want scream,but it can't save my from everything. I hope,there someone save from here.someone can hear my..someone can help my from the fucking love.